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That was a nice warm welcome. :) I appreciate it. But where's my Kimmy??? :D
Okay. So now it's time for the super-ultra-quick abridged version of the past couple of months:
I spent a lot of time at the shore.
TADAA! That's it. :P Haha, J/K...
But I did, and it was nice. I also spent a lot of time alone. I had a lot of demons I had to come to terms with, and I did so. Atleast to the best of my ability. I confronted my anxiety and depression. I talked it out with my folks, and I finally went to see a doctor. I got put on some medication which has helped considerably, but of course there's still a long road ahead. My family thinks I'm crazy, and they like to say they understand, but I know that they don't. Anyone who doesn't have to live with these things on a daily basis couldn't possibly understand.
I didn't go back to school. It wasn't something I was really ready to deal with.
I ended up losing touch with a lot of people who I wish I hadn't. People who were extremely close to me. I completely regret it, but it was just something that had to be done at the time. I miss them terribly, but I feel it's far past the time of trying to rebuild. I can't even begin to explain my reasons.
My hair is now darker. I don't really like it has much, but it's gonna have to do for a couple of months until I can dye it again. haha, I also got pierced. Not my lip like I had planned before, but I got a monroe instead. I like it so far. :)
Those are all the big events really. Not to make it sound like my whole summer was a bummer. :P It most certainly wasn't. I had fun times too, but nothing really that monumental.
It's probably gonna take a little time for me to get back into the swing of things on here, so bare with me!
Okay. So now it's time for the super-ultra-quick abridged version of the past couple of months:
I spent a lot of time at the shore.
TADAA! That's it. :P Haha, J/K...
But I did, and it was nice. I also spent a lot of time alone. I had a lot of demons I had to come to terms with, and I did so. Atleast to the best of my ability. I confronted my anxiety and depression. I talked it out with my folks, and I finally went to see a doctor. I got put on some medication which has helped considerably, but of course there's still a long road ahead. My family thinks I'm crazy, and they like to say they understand, but I know that they don't. Anyone who doesn't have to live with these things on a daily basis couldn't possibly understand.
I didn't go back to school. It wasn't something I was really ready to deal with.
I ended up losing touch with a lot of people who I wish I hadn't. People who were extremely close to me. I completely regret it, but it was just something that had to be done at the time. I miss them terribly, but I feel it's far past the time of trying to rebuild. I can't even begin to explain my reasons.
My hair is now darker. I don't really like it has much, but it's gonna have to do for a couple of months until I can dye it again. haha, I also got pierced. Not my lip like I had planned before, but I got a monroe instead. I like it so far. :)
Those are all the big events really. Not to make it sound like my whole summer was a bummer. :P It most certainly wasn't. I had fun times too, but nothing really that monumental.
It's probably gonna take a little time for me to get back into the swing of things on here, so bare with me!