I don't even know what to say anymore...
I hate trying to fucking hide my emotions and pretend. You are so mean and hurtful to me but its like no one else wants to see it. I wanted to cry so bad but then you burst in the room so i had to hide my hurt again. You dont deserve to see tears fall from my eyes because of you. Do you even see the pain youre causing me?....I mean how could you not....everything youve done seems so purposeful...Its just so disappointing, i expected more from you...