my town is dry on xanax again. so I am going through whatever withdrawals, all over again. nothing I do seems to help except stare off into space and try not to think, sleep, eat or drink
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yes you explain it perfectly. only I am to a lesser extent. I havent been to the ER and dont have seizures but I feel all twichy and ya like my skin is coming off. all my bones are shaking. then when Im like oh ok my body feels a little better than my brain goes insane and I cant handle myself. thats a whole story within itself. then after I start to think straight I have to start eating and sleeping again [I HATE the insomnia] and my body has to recover and you really feel it. thats when I start up again. I was thinking about trying to be put on xanax legally [a lower doasge] because I feel more sane and productive when I am not abusing it but I am not so positive now. and I also know there is a high risk of me abusing it. idk anymore I just wish I A.)had some bars right now or B.) had never taken them to withdrawal off of in the first place. I thought itd be ok this time because I already knew what detoxing was like but its different this time. out of order and slower. I wish you the best of luck and thank you for sharing your story to help put my life in more of a prospective.
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