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[skeltallightng]

my town is dry on xanax again. so I am going through whatever withdrawals, all over again. nothing I do seems to help except stare off into space and try not to think, sleep, eat or drink

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[singmichaelsing]

Jesus Rachel, what the fuck?

[skeltallightng]

holy shit dayna. go fucking figure. ya pill queen get me some fucking xanax Im dying here.

[singmichaelsing]

I haven't touched Xanax since I od'd on it at Mackinaw lololol. Doesn't Tyler have a script?!

[skeltallightng]

ya but I am pretty positive hes out. Jason and Lauren would have sucked them up already.

[singmichaelsing]

More than likely, cuuunts. I'd say keep it clean for a while, and your tolerance will go down and you won't have to take so many. In the meantime,you can do what I do when I'm having withdrawals, drink a lot of tea, cry a lot, eat something with sugar (cake preferably, to keep your dopamine up),read a lot of books, and watch Bridget Jones

[skeltallightng]

ya you know me, I am not a crier. but last time I detoxed I cried like a baby and called some fucking hotline lol. the lady just talked to me for a while. I am trying to quit period but it the only thing I like anymore. I dont even drink. and I think last time I watched 28 weeks, that rehab movie with sandra bullock. that helped. and I have been chewing lots of gum and sucking on suckers, idl cake though. were you driving down hermansau like yesterday or the day before? I was leaving my house and it looked like you.

[singmichaelsing]

I don't think so, I'm a hermit now. But what really scares the crap out of me into being sober for a while is fucking Requiem for a Dream. So fucking scary. I know what you mean it being the only thing you like, and being like the only thing you think about and the only thing you get actually excited about is scoring right? Shit sucks so bad. Pot always helped me but since you don't like it that's out of the question. Maybe try to get into counseling?

[skeltallightng]

didnt we used to smoke together? I used to do it for years and then all of a sudden it switched on me. its weird. ya requiem for a dream is crazy. that girl gets fucccckkkeed up in the end. and can you imagine not having a limb? jared leto is dead sexy though. trainspotting and candy are somemore scarers. ya I think I am going to get set up in some private counseling. I just dont really want anyone finding out. its sad I am excited I have some kolatapins tomorrow. tonight I am stuck with sleeping pills, roseanne and that 70's show.