she simply will not die
im going to start writing in here due to the lack of real substance in my life. im so stressed about grades, and possibly being grounded. i hate feeling like this. and i hate having this feeling in the back of my mind that everything isnt completely perfect with kyle. i know that perfection isnt real but i worry. because sometimes i feel like hes drifting away, and then i have this feeling like we wont be together forever. but these are little things that are always overshadowed by love, stupidity, and happiness. whats wrong with drugs?