The cold wind blew right through my.. bones
Hello whirlwind life.
Im in a different place again, different feelings, different outlook.
6 months can change alot. Or nothing.
Im out of the Bassendean house, already. I no longer work at MuzzBuzz. Im no longer hung up on El.
Currently living with a friend in Orelia, waiting for a place in Como to be available, when Ill be moving in with my sister.
Thinking about the crushing disappointment that love interests are.
I cant stop dreaming about it. Its just one person, one in a million. One that wants no one. Another one that Ive had to forget about.
Given the pattern that situations like this usually take, Ill lose interest, and thats the moment when he will suddenly be interested.
My view on this sitation has changed somewhat. I know this will continue to play out over again, but my view on it has changed.
I feel that when a person who is worth it, whoever it may be, becomes interested when I previously lost interest, they will take my interest once again.
Complex brain works.
Ill see you in 6 months time when I change my mind again.
Im in a different place again, different feelings, different outlook.
6 months can change alot. Or nothing.
Im out of the Bassendean house, already. I no longer work at MuzzBuzz. Im no longer hung up on El.
Currently living with a friend in Orelia, waiting for a place in Como to be available, when Ill be moving in with my sister.
Thinking about the crushing disappointment that love interests are.
I cant stop dreaming about it. Its just one person, one in a million. One that wants no one. Another one that Ive had to forget about.
Given the pattern that situations like this usually take, Ill lose interest, and thats the moment when he will suddenly be interested.
My view on this sitation has changed somewhat. I know this will continue to play out over again, but my view on it has changed.
I feel that when a person who is worth it, whoever it may be, becomes interested when I previously lost interest, they will take my interest once again.
Complex brain works.
Ill see you in 6 months time when I change my mind again.