just a random rant. again.
i worked a double shift today when i wasnt even meant to be working at all.
and i havent slept more than 3 hours a night for the past... I dunno, three weeks.
I seriously need to get my ass in gear and get used to changing all this because i can feel myself burning out, mainly tonight, and since yesterday. but aarrghh.
Im either working, seeing friends, have a lesson or simply cant sleep. so what am i gonna do?
also, YAY!! someone likes me :) HAHA. i was driving with Keisha and we were talking about our friends and shes like 'i consider you one of my best friends' and its quite sad that i get excited about that.. but i get forgotten. and im the outcast that sits there and doesnt talk because i dont like most of those people.
But Keisha, no. Ive always liked keisha. So i have a friend again :)
And i hit my head.
im going to go take some more panamax and try sleep.
ciao.
and i havent slept more than 3 hours a night for the past... I dunno, three weeks.
I seriously need to get my ass in gear and get used to changing all this because i can feel myself burning out, mainly tonight, and since yesterday. but aarrghh.
Im either working, seeing friends, have a lesson or simply cant sleep. so what am i gonna do?
also, YAY!! someone likes me :) HAHA. i was driving with Keisha and we were talking about our friends and shes like 'i consider you one of my best friends' and its quite sad that i get excited about that.. but i get forgotten. and im the outcast that sits there and doesnt talk because i dont like most of those people.
But Keisha, no. Ive always liked keisha. So i have a friend again :)
And i hit my head.
im going to go take some more panamax and try sleep.
ciao.