Well well well
Wow. It's definitly been a while since I've updated this thing. Let's see, what's been going on?
I haven't really been doing anything lately. I've been slacking in school majorly, but all shall be well. I've also been contimplating a lot more things lately. So many nights I have just sat at my desk, starring at the computer screen, knowing nothing else to do but cry. Things are starting to hit me hard. About a week ago I got my Glucometer. It's really scary. Knowing you have diabetes and then getting the idea forced on you like this is a major wake up call. There have been so many things that I have been missing out on in life. I sit here and dwell about the way my friends treat me when I realize that I can't be that way, I'm not any better. I suppose you can say that I don't make the effort either. I mean, I don't call people. I am, however, sick of people breaking promises. "Oh, I'm coming home this weekend, we'll definitly hang out." I suppose there's nothing I can do about it, I mean, if you want to lie to me, fine. If you want to pretend we're friends, fine. If you don't want to hang out with me, whatever, fine. But realize, you cannot blame a this broken friendship on me. My true friends, whoever they might be, will shine through in the end. No matter how much I feel like they aren't there, I know they will be when I need them the most. Other than that, Zachary and I have been fighting a lot more recently, but things are getting better, so that's always good. There are just seem things that I cannot take anymore. On a slightly higher note, I lost 10 pounds in 6 months. lol. Hey, at least it's something.
I haven't really been doing anything lately. I've been slacking in school majorly, but all shall be well. I've also been contimplating a lot more things lately. So many nights I have just sat at my desk, starring at the computer screen, knowing nothing else to do but cry. Things are starting to hit me hard. About a week ago I got my Glucometer. It's really scary. Knowing you have diabetes and then getting the idea forced on you like this is a major wake up call. There have been so many things that I have been missing out on in life. I sit here and dwell about the way my friends treat me when I realize that I can't be that way, I'm not any better. I suppose you can say that I don't make the effort either. I mean, I don't call people. I am, however, sick of people breaking promises. "Oh, I'm coming home this weekend, we'll definitly hang out." I suppose there's nothing I can do about it, I mean, if you want to lie to me, fine. If you want to pretend we're friends, fine. If you don't want to hang out with me, whatever, fine. But realize, you cannot blame a this broken friendship on me. My true friends, whoever they might be, will shine through in the end. No matter how much I feel like they aren't there, I know they will be when I need them the most. Other than that, Zachary and I have been fighting a lot more recently, but things are getting better, so that's always good. There are just seem things that I cannot take anymore. On a slightly higher note, I lost 10 pounds in 6 months. lol. Hey, at least it's something.