can't feel without you but i'd rather not if you're not here.
so it's really over this time. this is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through and i haven't even made it through a whole day yet. i'm just glad we're still friends.. i don't think i could handle losing him completely. god, i love him so much. i feel so empty now.. everything is going to be different. i have to replace my thoughts.. ugh. i hate change. well, sometimes it's good.. but once it's good things should never change. i want it to be perfect again.. i miss perfect. i miss it all.. and i could go on and on but i think i'll stop before i make myself more miserable.