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i guess my timing is just off lately. with everything. and everytime i need some help there isn't any. not at the right time. at the time when i'm going crazy and i need someone to talk to.. i have no one to talk to. i have plenty of friends to talk to.. but they are never available at the time i need them to be. i know i sound incredibly selfish right now but honestly, i don't give a damn. i'm not selfish very often. everyone seems to be too busy or they have other plans.. and i'm not talking about the trip i was supposed to take today.. just lately. i'll spend time with someone and it's fun but then later when something goes wrong they are too busy. it's just so god damn annoying.