Feb 02, 2005 18:51
i'm so very tired, it's a joke.been in a daze all day and to top it off i think a spider bit my shoulder. ... but i'm listening to the cure so the day ain't so bad. i felt sad though, suede are finished!! i still can't shake it off, such beautiful men. oh but brnard butler and brett anderson have formed a band called 'the tears' really want to have a listen... you never know i might get to see them play touch his leather and shaking hips!!! .......... strange games to play, see emily play
heya amy and daniel hope the new place is dandy, sorry i haven't messaged i have no credit as usual!! send me your home number or something so i can give you a tinkle!
im going to find another job i think, im not getting that many hours and it's a joke!! grrrr im so glad i deferred uni , it's such a relief now i can focus on things i want, be a selfish little tart for a change mmmmmmmwwwhahahah. im going to save for a new sewing machine and then look into getting into interior design at tafe, can;t wait. i can hardly wait. i don't think i've been sleeping that much, as much as i love that little thing called pickle that whistle at 4am he does get to me... poor cancerous thing. ryan's at the point where he won't sleep with me unless i put pickle's cage in the spare room.. OH THE POWER.. oh the water, hope it don't rain all day
i think i might watch the howling tonight. im so excited i get a cd of the night at la tropicana it was such a good night, finally overcame my fears of singing in front of people. can't express how happy and confident i feel now.
oh oh oh and im going to lose a million pounds soon so beware i will be very huingry and energised so i might swallow you whole and if you try to run away i will pounce on you the next time i see you!!!
before a felt lost and buried alive... now i feel lost but absolutely alive