choclate sundays.

Jul 20, 2004 23:54

such a beautiful night, i think i'll kill myself -JTHM

Ever have the feeling everything that seems so right, is going to blow up in your face -at any time.
things are way too good to be true, i'm just waiting for somthing to go wrong, and praying nothing does go wrong.
i'm happy -not that i'd guess any of you chumps would care
but i do
i am really effing happy
i wake up in the morning and i smile, and for once smiling isn't a chore.
so uh
yeah, is this a big joke?
is someone going to pop out and yell 'gotcha'
or
is this really
real?!

sigh. wishful thinker with the worst intentions, right ..
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