i just don't know

[chemical_kidx]

everything i do, i feel like i am being compared to her
i don't know how to act anymore
i fear the worst
i really don't want to lose him
i know everything 'they' are going through right now, i have been there before with past people.
god
i hate this

i feel so inferior
i can't control..

this is just gonna end up with more hurt than i started with