rant rant rant
before i start venting i would like to appologise for my typing, for some reason my dads keyboard cannot accommodate my fat fingers.
so.....
little brother is driving me insane, and its not just him, its how my step mum and my dad treat him, they say no to something and then two seconds later they've given it to him or whatever, it's so fustrating. and he's 7, so he's bloody anoying anyway.
i haven't spoken to ste in a week. i've been calling, but he never answers when i call his phone anyway, but i left e message with his dad and he hasn't called back from that either, so i have no ide whats going on.
the thing that bugs me most is not knowing, which is kinda weird. but i#'m really trying not to think about breaking up because i dont really think i can handle it tbh.
so yeah, feeling pretty shit really.
i want to be at home, except at home i dont have a real bed and i have about three friends.
i want to be back at uni, even though i'm gona have a shitty little room and have to live with first year girls.
i want everything to be like it was before my brother was born and i still seemed important to my parents.
mostly i want to stop being so god damn selfish and stop having this stupid sibling rivalry which apparently you never grow out of.
ugh
i fucking hate this.
i feel like shit and i wana crawl into a bed that can be my own, if only for one night, but i'm sleeping on the sofa at the moment until the extention is built.
i wish i could remember how to cry properly.
so.....
little brother is driving me insane, and its not just him, its how my step mum and my dad treat him, they say no to something and then two seconds later they've given it to him or whatever, it's so fustrating. and he's 7, so he's bloody anoying anyway.
i haven't spoken to ste in a week. i've been calling, but he never answers when i call his phone anyway, but i left e message with his dad and he hasn't called back from that either, so i have no ide whats going on.
the thing that bugs me most is not knowing, which is kinda weird. but i#'m really trying not to think about breaking up because i dont really think i can handle it tbh.
so yeah, feeling pretty shit really.
i want to be at home, except at home i dont have a real bed and i have about three friends.
i want to be back at uni, even though i'm gona have a shitty little room and have to live with first year girls.
i want everything to be like it was before my brother was born and i still seemed important to my parents.
mostly i want to stop being so god damn selfish and stop having this stupid sibling rivalry which apparently you never grow out of.
ugh
i fucking hate this.
i feel like shit and i wana crawl into a bed that can be my own, if only for one night, but i'm sleeping on the sofa at the moment until the extention is built.
i wish i could remember how to cry properly.