Jun 15, 2005 14:38
so, i havent really eaten in the last few days. i just havent been hungry... and i dont think its a good thing. i dont know... maybe im just dumb.
so, im trying to fix my life. i dont want to be who i am... ive been thinking back to my relationships with kelly and katie, and ive realized all the fatal flaws i have. so, im doing everything in my power to rid myself of them. i want to be happy again... i want to feel again... i want to be better.
im trying so hard to change... i want it bad enough, so it should happen, right? i hope so...
i want someone to love me again... god, i miss that feeling. i miss her. =/
she was right to take off before she was consumed
time turned fragile,
x j x