life to lifeless...
okay so the last week or so has been crazy hectic. sooo much has happened. so let me fill you in...
went to Guitar Center on monday with Kile. we were just going to check stuff out...but we ended up picking up two half stacks and a new guitar for myself. only problem is the heads are a special order and have to ship in. so we are without music for a week or so. and that makes me sad. =(
tuesday, i didnt go to school. i was feeling like shit, and what not. im slowly getting better, i suppose. not much else happened that day.
OH! i decided to not be friends with katie anymore. theres no use for it. i have given up all hope ever being with her again. and frankly, im not that phased by all of this. im just tired of judgemental high school girls, who think theyre all high and mighty and can make fun of everyone. now, ill be the first one to admit that i make fun of some people too. but who doesnt? but with this girl, it was pretty much everyone else. it always pissed me off, and i never said anything. hmph. but yeah, friends was not the route i want to go. so, thats all done.
last nite, is now one of my most favorite nites. ok, so around 4:30, joey gets dropped off at my house. we hang out for a bit, and what not. (also, i had pounded a plethora of beers before he came, so i was a little tipsy.) ok, so kile drives over, and after he dropped the kids off at the pool, we left for belmar. the plan was to drive up there, get food, wait for the chicks to meet us somewhere, and go to Cafe Bleu for Open Mic Nite. so thats more or less how the evening started. now, we go inside the cafe, and we go up into the lounge, and we sit down on this huge wrap-around couch and just chill. and then... one of the cutest guys ive ever seen walks in. he looks like brad pitt and matt damon combined. he was dressed like he just got off a modeling gig. i told one of the girls there that i wanted him...and she got up and went and told the kid. so after he got his coffee, i think, and came back up, we were just chillin and talking. he was a cool kid. i had to leave without really saying goodbye cause we had to get gaire home before 11. so i told that girl who introduced us to get his number and give it to me. so, score one for jeremy! the ride home was fun....listening to the Numa Numa Dance song and, well, dancing! always puts you or keeps you in a good mood. i got home, went online for a bit, and passed the fuck out.
so here i am now...not as utterly depressed as past days. im kinda coming to terms with everything. i guess helping joey inadvertently helped me as well. we'll see...
well i need to get ready for school (im actually going today!!!). i will update again when something goes down.
im going nowhere fast,
x j x
went to Guitar Center on monday with Kile. we were just going to check stuff out...but we ended up picking up two half stacks and a new guitar for myself. only problem is the heads are a special order and have to ship in. so we are without music for a week or so. and that makes me sad. =(
tuesday, i didnt go to school. i was feeling like shit, and what not. im slowly getting better, i suppose. not much else happened that day.
OH! i decided to not be friends with katie anymore. theres no use for it. i have given up all hope ever being with her again. and frankly, im not that phased by all of this. im just tired of judgemental high school girls, who think theyre all high and mighty and can make fun of everyone. now, ill be the first one to admit that i make fun of some people too. but who doesnt? but with this girl, it was pretty much everyone else. it always pissed me off, and i never said anything. hmph. but yeah, friends was not the route i want to go. so, thats all done.
last nite, is now one of my most favorite nites. ok, so around 4:30, joey gets dropped off at my house. we hang out for a bit, and what not. (also, i had pounded a plethora of beers before he came, so i was a little tipsy.) ok, so kile drives over, and after he dropped the kids off at the pool, we left for belmar. the plan was to drive up there, get food, wait for the chicks to meet us somewhere, and go to Cafe Bleu for Open Mic Nite. so thats more or less how the evening started. now, we go inside the cafe, and we go up into the lounge, and we sit down on this huge wrap-around couch and just chill. and then... one of the cutest guys ive ever seen walks in. he looks like brad pitt and matt damon combined. he was dressed like he just got off a modeling gig. i told one of the girls there that i wanted him...and she got up and went and told the kid. so after he got his coffee, i think, and came back up, we were just chillin and talking. he was a cool kid. i had to leave without really saying goodbye cause we had to get gaire home before 11. so i told that girl who introduced us to get his number and give it to me. so, score one for jeremy! the ride home was fun....listening to the Numa Numa Dance song and, well, dancing! always puts you or keeps you in a good mood. i got home, went online for a bit, and passed the fuck out.
so here i am now...not as utterly depressed as past days. im kinda coming to terms with everything. i guess helping joey inadvertently helped me as well. we'll see...
well i need to get ready for school (im actually going today!!!). i will update again when something goes down.
im going nowhere fast,
x j x