Jan 22, 2005 10:35
well sorry for lack of updates.
im grounded. so yeah...i havent been able to update.
so yeah...nothing has happened since my last update. ive been bored outta my mind. thats it really. i havent seen katie in like 2 weeks. and im probably not going to see her this weekend either.
for once, id love it if karma didnt rear its ugly head and curse me.
i started a solo project... The Canvas Wrist. check me out on myspace and purevolume.
so yeah...ill spend today alone. do chores and what not for no reason...cause she wont be coming over tomorrow. yet i still hope...
d o n t w a k e m e i p l a n o n s l e e p i n g in
PLAN FOR TODAY INCLUDES:
watching movies
eating
masturbating
cleaning
sleeping
eating
playing in the snow alone
masturbating some more
writing a new song
eating
RINSE AND REPEAT
last nite chris and i went to Mount Holly to go meet some girl. haha it was fun. definatley an experience, if nothing else. it took about 45 minutes to get there. we meet the two girls. theyre pretty rad. we chilled in Julie's house for a while. then we walked to the mount, for which Mount Holly is named after. haha man my ankles hurt from that. the we walked to Acme, then got food at Pizza Hut. went back to her house, and left soon after. got home around 12:30. who woulda thought...chris and i friends??? haha yeah...hes a cool kid.
wow...i really hate being depressed half of the time im awake.
im on probation. so no moer drugs for me. just heavy drinking. hahaha.
well thats all...im gunna fo lay down.
im a horrible man with a horrible plan,
x j x