Because I need to rant and no one is awake....
Which is pretty much the only reason I post anymore.
I just want to know why it is so hard to get a freaking job. I've been rejected from 3 companies already, and it's only October. It's like you have to have experience to get experience. That's so fucked up. I've always thought it was fucked up. And probably always will feel that way....
I realized that the last major thing I got rejected from was TJ. And that hurt a lot, especially because my friends got in and I didn't. It's the same thing this time. I don't know if I can listen to any more job talk for a week without feeling hurt inside like I did tonight. Sucks.
Just plain sucks.
It's rejection day. My little sister got rejected from an apartment she was going to live in. My other suite mate got rejected by the coffee she was trying to drink (it spilled all over her). (Lame I know, but work with me here.)
We had Chinese food for dinner as "comfort food" except I forgot about the whole MSG thing and had a serious stomachache for the rest of the night. The most fucked up part is that I'll probably eat the leftovers.
The only really good thing about today, that isn't tainted by anything bad, is my shower. I got clean and my head got clear. It was nice.
I just want to know why it is so hard to get a freaking job. I've been rejected from 3 companies already, and it's only October. It's like you have to have experience to get experience. That's so fucked up. I've always thought it was fucked up. And probably always will feel that way....
I realized that the last major thing I got rejected from was TJ. And that hurt a lot, especially because my friends got in and I didn't. It's the same thing this time. I don't know if I can listen to any more job talk for a week without feeling hurt inside like I did tonight. Sucks.
Just plain sucks.
It's rejection day. My little sister got rejected from an apartment she was going to live in. My other suite mate got rejected by the coffee she was trying to drink (it spilled all over her). (Lame I know, but work with me here.)
We had Chinese food for dinner as "comfort food" except I forgot about the whole MSG thing and had a serious stomachache for the rest of the night. The most fucked up part is that I'll probably eat the leftovers.
The only really good thing about today, that isn't tainted by anything bad, is my shower. I got clean and my head got clear. It was nice.