Feb 04, 2006 20:29
I ABSOLUTLEY HATE MY LIFE. First of all, no one bothers to contact me about anything anymore. No one. They all thnk I am stupid or idiotic. Second of all, people are such hypocrites. When we went to Beauty and the Beast I made a comment about someone at districts (Aajay) and how I could not decide if he was "Tran gay or Tony gay." Then the "officers" got on my back about saying it about Tran. If I said it about anyone else, they would not butted into the conversation. They think they are above everyone, and I will not say I am sorry for this because this is the way I feel and I need to let it out before I go crazy. They think they are above everyone and they are not. IF ANYONE WANTS A FURTHER EXPLANATION, JUST ASK!!!!! I have been in the club for 4 years. Tony and I are the only seniors who have been in it for 4 years. SO GET OFF OF IT. I mean, where the hell was Jessica and David and Eric and Robert?
THEY SURE AS HELL WERE NOT IN DRAMA. However, they are being treated like they are the kings of the world and I am once again treated like I am scum. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT. I WANT THINGS TO CHANGE. THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO ARE EVEN CONDSIDERED TO BE WORTHY OF ANYTHING ARE THE POSSE! IT IS NOT RIGHT. I HAVE DEVOTED 4 YEARS TO THIS CLUB AND I AM STILL TREATED LIKE THE JGUM OFF SOMEONE'S SHOE. I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS ANYMORE. I MEAN, I AM A SENIOR AND I STILL HAVE NOT BEEN TO STATE. TRISTA AND I RECIEVED AN EXCELLENT, SO I THOUGHT WE DID WELL, BUT NO WE STILL COULD NOT GO, AND NOW I AM NOT GOING TO STATE BECAUSE THE VAN IS FILLED UP WITH JUNIORS!!!! THEY GET TO GO NEXT YEAR!!!!! ONCE AGAIN I AM NOT PART OF THE POSSE SO I AM NOT IMPORTANT. SO IF YOU WANT TO CUT ME OUT FOR GOOD, JUST SAY SO. I AM SO TIRED OF THIS BULL CRAP.
AND NO, I AM NOT SORRY, SO DO NOT EXPECT AND APOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IF MY CF IS RUINED, BIG DEAL. I WILL TAKE MY TALENTS WHERE THEY WILL BE APPRECIATED FOR ONCE!!!!!!!!!
I AM JUST SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING. ALL FIGHTS ARE MY FAULT. IF SOMEONE ELSE SCREWS UP, THEN ITS MY FAULT.
I AM TIRED OF IT ALL. AND NO, NO DRAMA, JUST EMOTIONS THAT NEEDED TO BE SAID.