Good damned day to ya!
Well, I just spent the morning having this huge
epiphany, and have sadlly forgotten the wording, despite that I am left
with an overwhelmming sense of calm right now, currently sitting in the
coffee house of the mighty mocha after a back route trip here through
the foot hills! Its an awesome drive consisting of miles of beautiful
terrain and a nearly desertated highway (partially due to it being 8am
on a saturday!) with just low sweeping curves and really subtle hills
that span miles of raod each. So I just cruised at around 70mph, with
rise againt blairing, singing along with more passion then I have been
able to express in ages (and I must say I sounded pretty good for parts
of it!) and simply lost myself in the rather zen like surealism of the
expierence, listening to song after song that inspired incredible and
procise introspections, all leaving me with a sense of closure I have
longed for for many a year. It is a grand morning, I hope you all enjoy
it!
I see the troubles in my life not passing, simply however, losing such meaning to me. As a small note, one thing I did realize must be said, this site has taken an incredibly diffrent turn then what I had intended, and I would like to dedicate it partially to those of my friends that held on to me no matter what happened, knowing that I had something in me that would be special, should it just be able to stay alive through the dark fields I had to walk. Thank you for never giving up on me, I hope you are as proud as I am from this.
As for one particular person, I do have some things that I realized that I want to let you hear, you'll know if you're it simply if you can read it, hehe, but that's for the rest of you, she already knows who she is. Thanx guys.
I see the troubles in my life not passing, simply however, losing such meaning to me. As a small note, one thing I did realize must be said, this site has taken an incredibly diffrent turn then what I had intended, and I would like to dedicate it partially to those of my friends that held on to me no matter what happened, knowing that I had something in me that would be special, should it just be able to stay alive through the dark fields I had to walk. Thank you for never giving up on me, I hope you are as proud as I am from this.
As for one particular person, I do have some things that I realized that I want to let you hear, you'll know if you're it simply if you can read it, hehe, but that's for the rest of you, she already knows who she is. Thanx guys.