i miss my kitty poo:(

[chelzeelush]

i miss joey more than anything. i dont care if he was just a cat. he was family to me. theres not a day i dont think of him. i loved everything about him. and he could always tell when there was something wrong. he would stay with me when I was sick, he always stayed on my lap when i sat down, hed greet me when i got home. he even stayed with me when he was suffering to live, just to be there because i was sad. my mom had to put him to sleep that morning, and i didnt wanna go, because i didnt want to think about it. he didnt want to let go, he didnt want to see everyone sad. he was the strongest out of everyone. i remember the night before we put him to sleep he was laying on the couch and i cried with him for 20 mins and he laid there looking at me wishing to move. he was the greatest cat. and he was all mine. it seems so akward with out him living in the house anymore. it seems empty. and it feels that half of me is missing. he can never be replaced. he was the world to me. i have old picture of him everywhere, and it just reminds me of how lucky i was to own the sweetest cat. he wasnt just a cat, he was one of my best friends. that morning my mom had to let him go, was the worst feeling ever. i didnt want to think about him being gone. i could never touch him again. see him. cuddle with him. cry with him. place with him. he was gone. even though he isnt here with me today, he is in my meomory, and will always live on. he was such a loving cat. so loyal. literally to the very end. he didnt want me to see him die. but he was suffering.i remember the day we got him, his old owner just left him. and he never had a good home there anyway. he was nervous when we first got him. and he was always kind of jumpy. but not around me. he trusted me more than anyone. i could trust him. he was the only one that wouldnt ever hurt me. and he never did. theres is not a night that i dont listen to a song, and it reminds me of him. theres not a night that goes by i dont cry. i slept with him every night, and now that he isnt there, i feel alone. im just glad, that he isnt suffering anymore. hes in a better place. and i hope that he still remembers me. cause i can never forget him. one night my mom came home, and she thought for sure he was going...so we got his casket ready with my favorite old blanket, a letter my best friend wrote to him, and my heart charm that i got a long time ago. that last night with him, will be the night i remember the most. it was the hardest and saddest night of my life. i just kept telling him and i loved him and never wanna let him go. that i wont forget him. and that im sorry he has to go. he wouldnt eat that last week...or drink. he couldnt swallow. it was so sad. my mom put food in front of his dish, and he tried to eat and he just opened his mouth that barely opened..and looked up. everytime i walked by him...he would try to meow but he barely could. and everytime i heard it all i could was cry. i dont care who thinks that its dumb, they wouldnt understand. he was my best friend :]

r.i.p. joey