Aug 17, 2008 19:34
Ugh.
I seem to attract the worst guys ever. I've been told FUCK YOU twice this summer by two different guys. I just need to let things happen and not try to find someone. If it happens, it happens.
What am I doing wrong?
Maybe it's me. I'm just so nervous about things I suppose. I need to find myself and I know it. It's just really hard being alone.
I've been surrounding myself with good friends and fun lately so it's helped a lot. Also my sister and I have become really close. I enjoy this. I love her to death. I never knew we would be as close as we are now and it makes me feel good. My step dad actually said that she told him that I was her "BFF." My eyes watered because it made me so happy.
I got a text from Jeremy today and it made me smile.