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I'm finally done with the semester. And I cannot wait for this break to actually begin.
I've been working so much and doing so much homework, I think I've gotten caught up in the moment. I feel like like I don't have much time for anything, even thinking. I was just sitting here reading Kimma's blog and thinking about how much she inspires me to be a great person. Kimma has a family, and has some of the best friends ever, aka PS4L, haha, I'm sure she has her ups and downs too, but from the outside looking in, it seems perfect. I want to lead an inspiring life and have a home of my own full of love, laughter and family. I feel as if I've lived a life of change, and absolutely no stability.
My life still isn't stable and I'm not sure if it ever will be, from learning about new issues with my mom, dealing with ups and downs with money and not feeling good enough. It's been a hard road. Over the next year, I want to attempt to create that stability, I'm not sure if it will happen or not, but I want to try my best. I'm not sure what exactly that means, but... I want to have great friends, a fabulous relationship, and be perfectly happy. I also want to make my mom a better person, but I know that's her job. I will be there for her as much as I can, but... it's hard. She's trying and that's all she can do, and I'm proud of her.
This is a bunch of rambling, but I needed somewhere to write it all out.
Seriously, life, I'm gonna kick your ass this time.
I've been working so much and doing so much homework, I think I've gotten caught up in the moment. I feel like like I don't have much time for anything, even thinking. I was just sitting here reading Kimma's blog and thinking about how much she inspires me to be a great person. Kimma has a family, and has some of the best friends ever, aka PS4L, haha, I'm sure she has her ups and downs too, but from the outside looking in, it seems perfect. I want to lead an inspiring life and have a home of my own full of love, laughter and family. I feel as if I've lived a life of change, and absolutely no stability.
My life still isn't stable and I'm not sure if it ever will be, from learning about new issues with my mom, dealing with ups and downs with money and not feeling good enough. It's been a hard road. Over the next year, I want to attempt to create that stability, I'm not sure if it will happen or not, but I want to try my best. I'm not sure what exactly that means, but... I want to have great friends, a fabulous relationship, and be perfectly happy. I also want to make my mom a better person, but I know that's her job. I will be there for her as much as I can, but... it's hard. She's trying and that's all she can do, and I'm proud of her.
This is a bunch of rambling, but I needed somewhere to write it all out.
Seriously, life, I'm gonna kick your ass this time.