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The past couple days have been hard for me to get out of bed, but today especially. I feel sick to my stomach and I don't want to be around anyone. I just want to lay in bed all day and sleep. I have two classes today and I need to go talk to my financial aid advisor. These things need to be done, but I don't even feel like they matter. Why am I wasting my time? That's how I feel about it. I feel like I'm not doing anything right. =/
Another thing, I don't even want to straighten my hair or put make up on. And everyone knows, that's not me, I care about my appearance, a lot. I feel so sick it's not even funny.
I just want someone to lean on and talk to about all of this, but I really don't have that significant other anymore. It's been a year since Jer and I have been broken up.
I just want to cry.
Another thing, I don't even want to straighten my hair or put make up on. And everyone knows, that's not me, I care about my appearance, a lot. I feel so sick it's not even funny.
I just want someone to lean on and talk to about all of this, but I really don't have that significant other anymore. It's been a year since Jer and I have been broken up.
I just want to cry.