Hmph....
There was a time that I wanted.... someone simple... maybe a little dorky, but NICE. Kind. Real. Someone that ISN'T charming =) Someone that gets so nervous when he speaks to me that he stumbles over his words. I wanted this after Alan... I needed a change. And now I'm not so sure...
I have two incredible guys in my life right now that both kind of fit the description...but I'm not sure that I want that anymore. I don't want a conniving manipulative jerk either... I want to find someone in the middle...
Someone that takes my breath away when I see him, but is humble and completely unaware of his looks. Someone that is LOW MAINTENANCE. Someone that is as passionate about music as I am. Someone that actually takes an active interest in my life...
I guess there's no harm in seeing where things go with these guys... but... shouldn't you be CRAZY about the person you're with? Just counting down the hours until you can see them again? To be brutally and horribly honest... when I'm not with them I never think about them. Ever. They don't even cross my mind. (Katie you know who I'm talking about)They're sweet but... there's no spark.
I have two incredible guys in my life right now that both kind of fit the description...but I'm not sure that I want that anymore. I don't want a conniving manipulative jerk either... I want to find someone in the middle...
Someone that takes my breath away when I see him, but is humble and completely unaware of his looks. Someone that is LOW MAINTENANCE. Someone that is as passionate about music as I am. Someone that actually takes an active interest in my life...
I guess there's no harm in seeing where things go with these guys... but... shouldn't you be CRAZY about the person you're with? Just counting down the hours until you can see them again? To be brutally and horribly honest... when I'm not with them I never think about them. Ever. They don't even cross my mind. (Katie you know who I'm talking about)They're sweet but... there's no spark.