first times.
Dear All,
i doubt anyone will really read this.. but this is my diary, your ticket to inside my head, and my first time on this website. i have so many emotions mixed inside my head these days that i HAVE to tell SOMEONE what is passing my mind. i'll start by today.
i woke up at 6:30 with excitement. i don't really know why i was excited, but it was the only emotion i was feeling besides tiredness. i was unbearably tired from staying up untill 12 a.m. texting matt [my very good friend]. Since i am on the subject of this boy, i must also spill that this is the boy i like very much. : )
i went on my myspace: www.myspace.com/chels_rockss i did the normal monring stuff [brushing of the teeth, talking to one of my best friends: sarah, blasting music, and straightening my hair]
I got to school from my mom. evil, evil, rushy, little mother of mine.
School was okay.
Chloe [my other best friend] and i just ran around school and caused mischief. she is the girl i was separrated at birth from. we walked backwards everywhere at lunch and bothered the skaters.. we even ditched these annoying girls that were following us.
so, everything was fine at school.. UNTILL LAST PERIOD: P.E. nicole [my very good friend and a girl that had previously liked matt] found out from chloe's stupid butt that i liked matt. she got all mad and started cussing and going nuts. i don't see why.. she said that she didn't like him anymore.. and when i did like him when she did, i didn't say anything so that SHE could have HER moment. i love that girl.. but she is too caught up in boys to know that. FYI: she is also mad at matt. Which is wierd?
matt, jennifer, sam, ash, and i walked home. matt, jennifer, and sam got rides home.. then this wierd kid, Corey, joined me and ash on our voyage home. i was so sweaty.. and when ash and i got back to my house, i realized that i had forgotten my keys that morning. i called the pizza guy, ordered pizza, sat on the cold ground with ash and talked, and had wierd gangsters look at us as they walked past us. HONESTLY, i was texting matt the entire time ash was talking. : x
we finally broke in with my mom's keys after 3o minutes of having to pee. we ate our pizza, talked about the nicole situation, and took myspace pictures.
then karinne called and told me to come over. my mom covered for me. THANK YOU MOM.
ever since then, i have been trying to figure out this website, ash went home, i wlaked the dogs, talked to matt on AIM, and even ate a pop tart. it sucks liking this boy so much and him not feeling the same way. he claims to like me, but obviously not as much as i like him.. The wierd thing is, i am usually so flirty and myself around boys. With matt, it is different. i can't flirt back, i can't be myself, i get nervous, i am a complete nerd. WHY DO I ACT LIKE THIS? UGHHHH.
well i guess that is all i have to say for right now.
love untill later<33
Chelss
p.s. THIS IS MATT.
THIS IS ME AND CHLOE:
THIS IS SARAH:
THIS IS MY BELIEF:
:D