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of course i have to write on the worst day ive ever had.
ugh.
i have no home. i have a feeling im going to be losing some friends. i dont know why.
im sick of everyone comming to me to complain rather than comming to me to have a good time or listening to my complaints. its not that im even losing friends... ive already lost them but they just still keep me around so they have someone to talk about their problems with. i used to be interested and have something to say back. now it sounds like my mother is lecturing to me and it goes in one ear and right out the other. im too drained to think about how to fix other people. i apply myself to school for at least 60 hours a week. if i live with my mom i have to have the entire house clean by 5... but i dont get home until 630. My boyfriend is on his period. both of my best friends are never on their period... I go to school with approximately one million 5 days a week..... thats drama enogh. i dont want to come home and listen to it for the rest of eternity. I probably just need a day of smoking weed and watching infomercials because im so sick of movies that i miss commercials. haha.
I feel out of place and unwelcome. If i were smart i would move to my sisters house in inyokern, get away from everyone and just focus on school. but people mean something to me and lately ive just been realizing how much of a burden it is to have the friends that i have while going to beauty school. i miss my old friends... but im too much of a puss to drop these ones and just hang out with the older ones. i dont know what to do. ramble ramble ramble. rant. rave. rant. rave. thank god i love hair. otherwise this would be unbearable instead of just stress full. goodnight.
ugh.
i have no home. i have a feeling im going to be losing some friends. i dont know why.
im sick of everyone comming to me to complain rather than comming to me to have a good time or listening to my complaints. its not that im even losing friends... ive already lost them but they just still keep me around so they have someone to talk about their problems with. i used to be interested and have something to say back. now it sounds like my mother is lecturing to me and it goes in one ear and right out the other. im too drained to think about how to fix other people. i apply myself to school for at least 60 hours a week. if i live with my mom i have to have the entire house clean by 5... but i dont get home until 630. My boyfriend is on his period. both of my best friends are never on their period... I go to school with approximately one million 5 days a week..... thats drama enogh. i dont want to come home and listen to it for the rest of eternity. I probably just need a day of smoking weed and watching infomercials because im so sick of movies that i miss commercials. haha.
I feel out of place and unwelcome. If i were smart i would move to my sisters house in inyokern, get away from everyone and just focus on school. but people mean something to me and lately ive just been realizing how much of a burden it is to have the friends that i have while going to beauty school. i miss my old friends... but im too much of a puss to drop these ones and just hang out with the older ones. i dont know what to do. ramble ramble ramble. rant. rave. rant. rave. thank god i love hair. otherwise this would be unbearable instead of just stress full. goodnight.