FALL BREAK!! yeahh biatch!
so thursday night my abby and her family came over with angela and we had dinner....my mom made abby eat so her lungs dont collapse for the third time cauz shes soooo skinnny...but im getting better at not comparing myself to her...yess shes a beautiful tall skinny blonde..but shes my cousin and i love her..and she knows i compare myself to her and she hates when i do it..so im getting better at excepting myself and boosting my confidence which is good...plus theres always matt there to boost my confidence...haha jenna
then abby drove me and ang back to her house while her parents stayed a lil...we took ang home then we stopped at blockbuster and got the sisterhood of the traveling pants which was a cute movie to watch with my bestest friend/cousin.... and i spilt sprite ALLL OVER abbys bed and it looked like i peed the bed which was really funnny and abby took a pic of me by the bed with a sad face ...it was soo fucking hilarious...i almost did pee my pants from laughing soo hard...
the next morning ang drove over and we went to X to deliver nick dragon joe matt and 6483264623 other ppl Micky Ds but we kept getting lost cauz i dont no my way to X from the east side...but we eventually got to X and gave the boys their lunch which they devowerd...but it was ackward cauz all the guys were like "OMG GIRLS!!" but it was funny..i saw matt up at x and he said hi...and Mrs. Zeller(my old neighbor) was working the visitor booth thing and i stopped and talked to her... she didnt recognize me and she was wondering how old i was (cauz im in the same grade as her son sam) but she thought i looked alot older which was a nice complement to have
but we ate lunch with the boys which was fun..we left and went back to my house and eventually they left and i had to go to the ortho to get my botom braces off which feels soo good to have off finally
Friday night i was suppose to hang with stephen and jenna but heather called and asked if she could hang with us tonight and i said yess bc i wasnt aware that jenna w was coming and when i found out i jus decided that jenna and jenna can hang out and ill hang out with heather...bc im not going to be a bitch and ditch her jus bc someone doesnt want to hang out with her..i understand the fact that jenna w doesnt want to hang out with her bc of what they have been through but why does she put me in a spott that i dont want to be in ... i hate being in the middle..i want to be heathers friend bc she was there for me when kristi was going through shit and when other ppl werent there for me that means a lot and i can never forget that...she also has kept some of my personal secrets that i didnt want to tell anyone else...she is the only one besides abby who knows everything thats going on in my life...i put a smile on and everyone thinks im ok so i dont have to tell them ab it
but i also like to be friends with jenna w..she was my best friend once..b4 i screwed everything up..we were joined at the hip and we would always be with each other...everyweekend we would spend it together...and now that were friends again i dont want to loose her again as dumb and cracked out as this may sound ... i will always have a spot in me thats for jenna w bc we were so close..so i cant choose between them and its getting hard
but anywayyyyy friday night heather and i went to newport and went to USS Nightmare...it was scary as fuck bc it was jus me and her...but there were a lot of hott guys that were like 19 that were right behind us...of course me being the one who gets scared soo easily was in the back and the guys kept touching me and grabing me to scare the shit out of me and it worked everytime...they would follow right on my ass and then touch me to make me jump...but they were hott so i forgave them...
then we eventually left and went to stake and shake...and pat kept txting me trying to get me and heather to come to his house at like 130 in the morning ...but we didnt feel like driving over to clifton to his house...and we didnt feel like going to the party on stratford either
so we stayed out till like 145 and eventually decided that we were getting a lil tired and went home...some other interesting stuff happened that night but i dont feel like putting it all in cauz i already wrote a lot...but i love not having a curfew
tonight im going to the elder game with jenna and jenna and then im having ppl over afterwords so it should be really fun!!
then abby drove me and ang back to her house while her parents stayed a lil...we took ang home then we stopped at blockbuster and got the sisterhood of the traveling pants which was a cute movie to watch with my bestest friend/cousin.... and i spilt sprite ALLL OVER abbys bed and it looked like i peed the bed which was really funnny and abby took a pic of me by the bed with a sad face ...it was soo fucking hilarious...i almost did pee my pants from laughing soo hard...
the next morning ang drove over and we went to X to deliver nick dragon joe matt and 6483264623 other ppl Micky Ds but we kept getting lost cauz i dont no my way to X from the east side...but we eventually got to X and gave the boys their lunch which they devowerd...but it was ackward cauz all the guys were like "OMG GIRLS!!" but it was funny..i saw matt up at x and he said hi...and Mrs. Zeller(my old neighbor) was working the visitor booth thing and i stopped and talked to her... she didnt recognize me and she was wondering how old i was (cauz im in the same grade as her son sam) but she thought i looked alot older which was a nice complement to have
but we ate lunch with the boys which was fun..we left and went back to my house and eventually they left and i had to go to the ortho to get my botom braces off which feels soo good to have off finally
Friday night i was suppose to hang with stephen and jenna but heather called and asked if she could hang with us tonight and i said yess bc i wasnt aware that jenna w was coming and when i found out i jus decided that jenna and jenna can hang out and ill hang out with heather...bc im not going to be a bitch and ditch her jus bc someone doesnt want to hang out with her..i understand the fact that jenna w doesnt want to hang out with her bc of what they have been through but why does she put me in a spott that i dont want to be in ... i hate being in the middle..i want to be heathers friend bc she was there for me when kristi was going through shit and when other ppl werent there for me that means a lot and i can never forget that...she also has kept some of my personal secrets that i didnt want to tell anyone else...she is the only one besides abby who knows everything thats going on in my life...i put a smile on and everyone thinks im ok so i dont have to tell them ab it
but i also like to be friends with jenna w..she was my best friend once..b4 i screwed everything up..we were joined at the hip and we would always be with each other...everyweekend we would spend it together...and now that were friends again i dont want to loose her again as dumb and cracked out as this may sound ... i will always have a spot in me thats for jenna w bc we were so close..so i cant choose between them and its getting hard
but anywayyyyy friday night heather and i went to newport and went to USS Nightmare...it was scary as fuck bc it was jus me and her...but there were a lot of hott guys that were like 19 that were right behind us...of course me being the one who gets scared soo easily was in the back and the guys kept touching me and grabing me to scare the shit out of me and it worked everytime...they would follow right on my ass and then touch me to make me jump...but they were hott so i forgave them...
then we eventually left and went to stake and shake...and pat kept txting me trying to get me and heather to come to his house at like 130 in the morning ...but we didnt feel like driving over to clifton to his house...and we didnt feel like going to the party on stratford either
so we stayed out till like 145 and eventually decided that we were getting a lil tired and went home...some other interesting stuff happened that night but i dont feel like putting it all in cauz i already wrote a lot...but i love not having a curfew
tonight im going to the elder game with jenna and jenna and then im having ppl over afterwords so it should be really fun!!