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i dont know whats goin on right now.... im so confused with my life right now...i dont feel like doin anything anymore. everytime i try and make plans, i dunno, i dont care what happends or what i do... but this sucks ass man...
and why is he doing this to me! does he enjoy doing this to me? do u realize how confuzing this is? i dont know what to do, whitch way to turn... i want/need some kind of guidence... not from like my parents or something, but maybe some adult. i was thinking about goin back to mrs. wendy leger (phyciatrice) but i dont want my parents thinking im on drugs again or worrying about me.
my mom found my condoms last week! it was the funniest thing! she was fussing at me and everything. then she found out my dad knew about the whole thing! then she got realy mad! o man it was funny. well, not at the time. but u know.
and why is he doing this to me! does he enjoy doing this to me? do u realize how confuzing this is? i dont know what to do, whitch way to turn... i want/need some kind of guidence... not from like my parents or something, but maybe some adult. i was thinking about goin back to mrs. wendy leger (phyciatrice) but i dont want my parents thinking im on drugs again or worrying about me.
my mom found my condoms last week! it was the funniest thing! she was fussing at me and everything. then she found out my dad knew about the whole thing! then she got realy mad! o man it was funny. well, not at the time. but u know.