blow jobs for back work
i cant for some reason update LJ from my laptop at home anymore. Something about the computer's times being fucked up. who knows. anyway im at my parents now. i've taken to updating my friendster profile obsessively instead. its kind of therapeutic.
so our show is coming up in less than one week and today during rehearsal i did a really strage move and totally threw my back out. liz said i turned really white and she got really scared. i went into total panic mode and wouldnt stop until she told me it would be ok if we couldnt actually perform. im in so much pain. i can hardly walk or move or do anything. it feels like someone is clenching my lower back muscles and i want to scream at them to let go but they wont.
i saw some family today after i hurt my back and they were all not even trying to hide their snickers when i told them i hurt my back dancing. i could totally see their thought process...they were all thinking that i never move my ass for a second and then look what happens when i do. i throw my back out. they were making me hate my self. its amazing. i can be on the cover of xtra for fat activism but my family still has a way of making me feel disgusting because of my fat. at least its bait to keep me moving. anyway thats the update. if anyone is a chiropractor or knows of one please message me. ill totally give blow jobs for free back work.
so our show is coming up in less than one week and today during rehearsal i did a really strage move and totally threw my back out. liz said i turned really white and she got really scared. i went into total panic mode and wouldnt stop until she told me it would be ok if we couldnt actually perform. im in so much pain. i can hardly walk or move or do anything. it feels like someone is clenching my lower back muscles and i want to scream at them to let go but they wont.
i saw some family today after i hurt my back and they were all not even trying to hide their snickers when i told them i hurt my back dancing. i could totally see their thought process...they were all thinking that i never move my ass for a second and then look what happens when i do. i throw my back out. they were making me hate my self. its amazing. i can be on the cover of xtra for fat activism but my family still has a way of making me feel disgusting because of my fat. at least its bait to keep me moving. anyway thats the update. if anyone is a chiropractor or knows of one please message me. ill totally give blow jobs for free back work.