Jan 02, 2007 00:36
i`m at peace with myself.
completely content.
i`ve found that thing,
that thing that you always wonder about in the back of your mind...
like, when will things change? where will my life take me?
i don`t know where i`m going, but i`m so secure in the fact i know
i will never be like the people in this town. i`m so proud of myself
for coming to the conclusion that i will better myself from now on,
and be the person i want to be when i grow up, because i now realize
I AM GROWN UP.
i control my life.
who i associate myself with.
& who i will become later in life.
i want to have morals
unlike the many i know who strive for any sense of attention from anyone who will give it to them.
& to those who put themselves on a pedestal, high and mighty, acting superior...
YOU LIVE IN SANTEE. YOUR NO BETTER THAN THE BITCH STANDING NEXT TO YOU THAT YOU CALL YOUR BEST FRIEND, BUT BEHIND YOUR BACK SHES TALKING AS MUCH SHIT ABOUT YOU AS YOU TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE.
its a vicious cycle in this town
all about the he said she said.
& the whole
"might as well give them something to talk about"
CLOSE YOUR LEGS IF YOU HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR YOURSELF.
because your giving all of us girls out there a bad name.
lets call this my resolution.
i will no longer just exist,
i`m going to LIVE.
not only just live,
but ENJOY LIFE FOR THE SIMPLE THINGS.