Nov 09, 2007 16:36
I just ate another cream cheese brownie...I'm sure that they are at least 80cals. Ahhhhh. I'm so utterly upsre with myself. I feel it in m, making me fatter. I don't throw up so I have got do something For right sow I'm going to drink a ton of lax tea. It's to late to workout....ahhh that is such an excuse for I'm to stoned to do anything. I smoke weed, eat, then I am to lazy to even work out.
***so here's the deal
-I'm not smoking weed starting tomorrow....and I'm sticking to it this time....I have posted it, so I have too.
-Im not binging
-I'm hardly eating anything until I get down to at 95lbs.
-I'm working out
-I'm doing my yoga and stretching
-I efing finally going to be how I want
starting tomorrow Im just gonna do it! ha
xo
start over