May 24, 2005 22:26
I really wanna go sit outside right now. It's 7:30, but sooo sunny!
I've been waiting forever it seems for the sun to shine and now I'm
dying and I know I should't go out there cuz it'll just make me feel
worse... so I can't. Ugh! Why me? Why am I always the one getting sick?
It's not fair. No one is home either... well, Ryan is, but you would
never know it. I just want someone to sit with and talk to. No one is
online.. I can't sit up for that long anyway.
I love the Simpsons... (Zach, you were right. American idol is on tonight.) Whatever, I'm a random person.
So, it's supposed to be like 80 degrees on Thursday. If I'm feeling better, does anyone wanna go to the beach or somethin???
people get online... im so lonely....
jealousy sucks.. i feel really left out of everything and it makes me extremely suspicious... its confusing...
im sure i'll post more later