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i've finally calmed down. nick and i both realized that we value each other more than we value any girls. so while i still don't know what will happen, it isn't as big of a deal to me anymore. they're two of my bestfriends, and i plan on keeping it that way. livejournal is such a good way to get my stress out, because i know like 2 people read this at the most. whatever happens, happens. i'll be fine either way, i think.