May 13, 2009 21:18
"I don't want to have enough of it. Because eventually I'm not going to wait anymore. And eventually my feelings will change and it won't at all be by will. But when you don't feel the same for someone you just don't. and when you've had enough you just have. I don't want it to get to that point. - I'm starting to think more and more that the things you tell me are just words. There is no action. And I eventually I won't be able to convince myself otherwise. I'll want to believe it but when your mind is made up there is nothing that can change it. Not even yourself. I don't want to be in a relationship with you right now. I just don't want to be second. And I won't be second forever. I could find someone else that would give me the world but I'm not because of you. I love you."
I'm sick of you being repetitive.
You're not only hurting yourself but you're hurting me.
I want to find my happiness in some place else, someone else.
I tried to warn you.
And to YOU, I'm ready for you to come home. :) You've been so nice to me, and I can't get enough of it.