d-day.
Today has been a great day so far..
Got up early to go out on the town with my momma. I had to go to the license place to get my new plates which I thought would be a complete disaster, but it was anything but that. I seriously walked in and walked out in 5 minutes. Score!.. not so great is that it cost $82 fucking dollars, but whatevs.. dont have to worry about it until my birthday of next year..
after that, we went to return a dress that she got me. it was really cute, but didnt fit right.. i couldnt find anything else that I liked.. boo..
then we went and had lunch at Fricker's, which was really good up until the point where i violently shit in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes.. yikes.. i think it mightve been from the margaritas i drank last night.. we came back home, where i'm at now so i could poop more and she could take a nap.
we're going to get pedicures here in a little bit, then doing a little more shopping.. should be fun :)
i called cooley, but got no answer. he may still be asleep. i dont think he's gonna bail on me tonight. he texted me on wednesday to make sure we were still on to hang out.. im starting to get really nervous about what's to come.. whatever the outcome, it's going to take some major effort on my part to either make it work with him, or completely forget him.. i cant do the in-between.. it hurts too much.
yesterday was his birthday, which i completely forgot about.. he had a show at the cornerstone, but i didn't go.. i wanted to, but decided that being with my friends was more important.. although i do feel guilty for not going.. i mean, it was his birthday, and i was in town. i would've been hurt if it were the other way around.. i dunno.. hopefully he calls me back and we get to talk. I have so much to say, and have so many questions that need answered before I can move on from this whole situation to start fresh..
we shall see..
Got up early to go out on the town with my momma. I had to go to the license place to get my new plates which I thought would be a complete disaster, but it was anything but that. I seriously walked in and walked out in 5 minutes. Score!.. not so great is that it cost $82 fucking dollars, but whatevs.. dont have to worry about it until my birthday of next year..
after that, we went to return a dress that she got me. it was really cute, but didnt fit right.. i couldnt find anything else that I liked.. boo..
then we went and had lunch at Fricker's, which was really good up until the point where i violently shit in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes.. yikes.. i think it mightve been from the margaritas i drank last night.. we came back home, where i'm at now so i could poop more and she could take a nap.
we're going to get pedicures here in a little bit, then doing a little more shopping.. should be fun :)
i called cooley, but got no answer. he may still be asleep. i dont think he's gonna bail on me tonight. he texted me on wednesday to make sure we were still on to hang out.. im starting to get really nervous about what's to come.. whatever the outcome, it's going to take some major effort on my part to either make it work with him, or completely forget him.. i cant do the in-between.. it hurts too much.
yesterday was his birthday, which i completely forgot about.. he had a show at the cornerstone, but i didn't go.. i wanted to, but decided that being with my friends was more important.. although i do feel guilty for not going.. i mean, it was his birthday, and i was in town. i would've been hurt if it were the other way around.. i dunno.. hopefully he calls me back and we get to talk. I have so much to say, and have so many questions that need answered before I can move on from this whole situation to start fresh..
we shall see..