damnilose
alright, so i had pretty good birthday. Show was fun saturday. Enough people showed up for donations and such. and the bands from away were really friendly. :)
monday was a good day. Nothing too special, cause birthdays for me never really are that great, but this year it was nice. Mom came home early and cooked a really good vegetarian lasagna. It was so fuckin good. I almost cried. haha not really. but damn it was good. And then later on....
someone came to the door and have flowers for me, and it was from Tasha. :)
and mom put together a yummy blueberry/yogurt cake. It was heaven.
mmmmmm....
and mom gave me a heartwarming birthday card :love:
and then later on i went out that night with myndi and janelle and michelle and peter and spaz and connor. It was so much fun. It felt really good to see people again i haven't been out for such a long time...and now i'm right on that track again. I hate not having the time or energy to just hang out and be silly with people i care about. It's really frustrating. I don't want to grow apart from the friends i have...
oh and I feel like i should just give up on relationships altogether..bah i just want a hug and maybe talk a bit too. i'm so tired. so very tired. like a swinging pendulum, it never stops.
I just wanna sit on a rainbow and eat gold and grow apples and have sing alongs. Too bad things don't work that way....:?
monday was a good day. Nothing too special, cause birthdays for me never really are that great, but this year it was nice. Mom came home early and cooked a really good vegetarian lasagna. It was so fuckin good. I almost cried. haha not really. but damn it was good. And then later on....
someone came to the door and have flowers for me, and it was from Tasha. :)
and mom put together a yummy blueberry/yogurt cake. It was heaven.
mmmmmm....
and mom gave me a heartwarming birthday card :love:
and then later on i went out that night with myndi and janelle and michelle and peter and spaz and connor. It was so much fun. It felt really good to see people again i haven't been out for such a long time...and now i'm right on that track again. I hate not having the time or energy to just hang out and be silly with people i care about. It's really frustrating. I don't want to grow apart from the friends i have...
oh and I feel like i should just give up on relationships altogether..bah i just want a hug and maybe talk a bit too. i'm so tired. so very tired. like a swinging pendulum, it never stops.
I just wanna sit on a rainbow and eat gold and grow apples and have sing alongs. Too bad things don't work that way....:?