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hey its not just being put in front of you on a plate. some effort would be nice because i was ready to give up months ago.
(and theres all this other stuff, all this other stuff that i have been trying to get out for days like how my relationship with my dad is really bad right now. and how my classes are fine but one of my teachers hates me and has hated me for some time, and then when my name is called during roll in another class, after my name he says "josh rogers" what kind of sick twisted shit is that? but its good, i mean, nothing is too bad unless i drink too much. but as long as i have recognized that, i should be fine.)
(and theres all this other stuff, all this other stuff that i have been trying to get out for days like how my relationship with my dad is really bad right now. and how my classes are fine but one of my teachers hates me and has hated me for some time, and then when my name is called during roll in another class, after my name he says "josh rogers" what kind of sick twisted shit is that? but its good, i mean, nothing is too bad unless i drink too much. but as long as i have recognized that, i should be fine.)