A cycle has ended: Dieter/Thomas...Golborne/Sougarret .... Schneider/Vidal???
I know that's very hard to cope with it... but sometimes into a fanfictioner's life, there are cycles which are opened.... but it's almost surreal the fact when the pairings you love most to write, has to end their cycle... :S
That's the thing which happened with Dieter Bohlen/Thomas Anders. This was my very first pairing ever in my whole life. I began to write them when I was 16... when I was 17 was a great discovery and then explore them each other even more, with musicals, stories, plays... etc.
But anyways the oddysey with them was five years old. My last story with them was called "Aurora Masterplan" (in Spanish language, avaliable in eurocreations.webcindario.com). I get almost two years to resist this thing... but anyways... it was a cycle that ended. A great finale for my first pairing, the one which started this long oddysey called slash.
Then, there were several pairings more, and many much more fandoms to explore, fictional or real people...
And then came the 33 miners...
It began as a tribute, but soon I began to understand that Political Slash is all about ministers, presidents and prime ministers... being themselves.
Despite André Sougarret is not a politician, he was involved in the rescue. I fell in love with more than just his light complexion and blue eyes and his smile.
Is the profile I gave to him... a careful and self-giving being, which affections flows in a natural way. That stuff is uncommon among the characters I've written. The most part of them live their true love hidden and
afraid of being discovered by the others, but Sougarret is different than the others.
So as Laurence. He's now Energy and Mining Minister... Laurence is worried about his career, but anyways his profile made me fall in love with the character's essence too.
It was very particular... writing sex scenes with them at the beginning was very difficult, but I realized that as I can visualize Schnix and Celia naked and making love to each other (for not saying other word) and seeing each other's faces express and their voice talk... I could make the same with Golborne and Sougarret.
The last one was very shy and ashamed of himself (instead of Thomas that he had a deep love for Dieter and he could make the impossible to reach out the ecstasy) because of his contexture, which has a notorious contain of fat, and indeed he could achieve a fulfilled destiny with Laurence... anyways it was a good critic against the government of the moment in my country... it wasn't my intention, but as Tranquillo would say "Laurence was dissin' his boss".
But when I ended the story (which is offline, for their RL identities protection) on February 13, 2011... I said...ist aus! I still keep the userpic here at my LJ, because they look cute... indeed they were the 33 Miners OTP. I still keep them in my heart, so much as Dieter/Thomas... many things of their profiles I feature in the new characters I use.
I read them and sometimes I'm like 'WTF', but I said... is the best pairing ever... 'Souga' is love anyways... in RL and fiction.
And now .... the next victims of the 'End of a Cycle'.
Ja.
Schneider und Vidal.
The same who are fighting to win a place for their love and brotherhood between Germany and Chile, probably is going to end... I don't know... maybe I get influenced by the recent pics of Micha/Celia's hug,but Schnix and Arturo represents strength, bravery, hotness, sex, love... they mix the other two pairings I mentioned.
But probably it has a deeper meaning than the other two... I can easily read other pairings, so as the CLASSical as I call them (Polish, Le Grand, Schweinski, Cristyne, Ruudwin and many other more) but nothing satisfies me than reading or writing Schneider/Vidal.
I don't know what's going to happen after I finish "A Bridge Among Two Nations". Perhaps I will cry and I mourn the end of a cycle... or celebrate with a chilled Kunstmann's Honig Ale (a German-Chilean beer with honey) because the legacy of the bond between Germany and Chile will prevail.
I just hope that Schneider/Vidal becomes CLASSical, just as at this moment are Sophia's Finns/Dan or the still-and-predominantly-famous S/X or Terry/Lampard...
Because their profiles, their identities speaks by themselves, through dialogues in German, through expressions... through the essence.
I hope that Schnix/Arturo aren't coming through the famous 'end of cycle' and the deep sense of them - more than sex, talking about fluids and naked sexy bodies - which is Germany-Chile relationship topic, peace and brotherhood and fight for their rights as LGBT people so as footballers, prevails.
Is the way I feel... is the way I express my whole feelings for German people, to let you understand that my love for Germany is more than just for die Deutsche Nationalmannschaft. Is their language, is their culture, their cities... their bravery and integration...
and keep it alive through Schnix and Celia...
I don't want to kill it. Never.
Don't let them die. Keep the legacy when 'Bridge' ends. And there's a person who's making it awesome... but I ask you people, to follow that person's steps.
That's all I can ask for. Nothing more...
Anyways, keep love alive.
Peace!