What happened to all those "I love Yous"?

[chelseajd]

I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me.

So true.
Even though the tears are drying up.

I'm excited and yet so scared to be moving on.
I hate smelling him.
And seeing him at school.
Everyhting about him used to make me so happy.
Now, it all just makes me want to punch something.
Even though I never do.

If I had a punching bag.
I'd use it.