Mar 14, 2006 22:07
I need some change.Im missing what once was instead of looking foward to what is to come.I used to be surrounded by people who cared about me, would be actual friends.I might seriously have maybe two friends that walk past me in the hall and say something.Its funny how people turn.Its not really change its just how temperary people are.Acting too good to talk and crap.
Ive been canging and i think about only a few people actually know the type of person i really am.
If you look at me in the halls at school and see me smiling its not bc i have anything to be happy about.Things this year have been so fucked up.Nothing goes right nothing is fun anymore.Having a good time is scarce.
I dont know why im writting this no one reads it anyway.