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you toil with my mind you toil with my heart and you expect me to just crawl back liek nothing ever happened.you know how i feel and you know how much i fucking care and still do.you act liek im the one not wanting this and making things the way they are.august eighth will be a day i will never forget, it will stick in my mind forever.Thats the day i lost who i was the day i lost all hope for you.IT was when you ruined me and all tha was good about me.I tried to help you but i cant help someone who dint want to be helped.But for me trying to help i get blamed.Blamed for your hurt blamed for your pain and what you did.And now you want me back and im scared.Im scared of how things will turn out im scared of falling in love you with you all over again im scared this will be what i want im scared of things ended the way they did before.im scared of how things will end up and turn out to be.Everything makes me think of you, we share to many memories and they just cant disapear like you say.You act liek you will die tomorrow and that i will regret every second of this. do you really want it to end liek this?end without us saying what we feel and having a laugh about all the good times?You act liek i never loved you at all!