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it amazes me how liek everything is connected in this lil ole world!and no i dont mean town i mean world its crazy.it amazes me how people can get jealous or pissed off about something so stupid but it pushes your button somehow, why does it?there are so amny questions in life we have to fulfill, will we ever find the answer?will we ever understand?they say high school is the best years of our lives but one year into it we want out, why is that?i think its bc we bcome used to it, its a rutine and we get tired of it day to day but relly it is the best years of our lives. we see our friends everyday we share smiles and laughter and all reality after we graduate people go thier different ways, some we may neve see again till 10 years later.that depresses me thinking about that day i walk up to get my deploma and im sitting there with all my friends and as they say heres to class of 08 and we stand up and cheer the tears are going to be runnign down my face and i realize its the begining of the end.its a new chapter in our lives, we have made it this far and we have so much more to do in our lives and we arent going to see the people we saw day to day and half of us will move to diff states.It saddens me.
im still hurting from the last time you walked on this heart of mine i cant find much to believe in you let me down so amny times heaven knows how much i loved you but im tired of holding on you better kiss me because your going to miss me when im gone.not much were ganna make it bc im the only one who tried im running out of reason we'r running out of time someday girl your ganna wake upa dn wonder what went wrong you better kiss me bc your ganna miss me when im gone your good at going through the motions and all i hear are alibies and now i get this empty feeling when i look into your eyes and i dont see the love light shining and i dont knwo whats goind on and you better kiss me bc your ganna miss me when im gone
i figured i would add that bc it has a meaning for me this week and i felt bored so i typed it out hehe well off to eat and to claires hell yes party and this better not fucking suck or ile be pissed
im still hurting from the last time you walked on this heart of mine i cant find much to believe in you let me down so amny times heaven knows how much i loved you but im tired of holding on you better kiss me because your going to miss me when im gone.not much were ganna make it bc im the only one who tried im running out of reason we'r running out of time someday girl your ganna wake upa dn wonder what went wrong you better kiss me bc your ganna miss me when im gone your good at going through the motions and all i hear are alibies and now i get this empty feeling when i look into your eyes and i dont see the love light shining and i dont knwo whats goind on and you better kiss me bc your ganna miss me when im gone
i figured i would add that bc it has a meaning for me this week and i felt bored so i typed it out hehe well off to eat and to claires hell yes party and this better not fucking suck or ile be pissed