buy a one way ticket on a west bound train - see how far i can go.
i'm gonna go out dancing in the pouring rain
&& talk to someone I don’t know- because I can
I will face the world around me
knowing that I’m strong enough to let you go
&& I will fall in love again because I can <3
Went into school late because i wayy don't feel good. so i spent my lunch hour getting my homework, my fifth hour doing an interview for "girl drama" on knews and then sixth was quiz corrections. last night was the pistons game and linds' house with everyone =) that was fun.umm, i got to hang out with kasey yesturday, which was fun because i missed her. <3
So iv'e had alot of time to think latly and pretty much the last few months of my life have been some of the most life changing months ever. i've let go of so much, and it feels so much better. i've realized to hold onto grudges with people, you truly care NOTHING about is compleatly ridiculous, to hate somebody for something they did to you 5 months ago that if they repeated today- you wouldnt care, is as well ridiculous. i've realized if people are going to be mad at you, for the way you are- the things you do, expecially if its telling the truth, then they dont deserve your friendship anyway. through the last year i've lost alot of people i cared about.. in the way that i wanted them to be in my life.. and i definetly learned that its the hardest thing in the world, to lose the one person, the one friend you can actually trust but i guess those are the things that make you stronger as a person. i dont take as much to heart anymore.. the careless things people say about me, are for the most part - - - blocked out. because if they don't respect me enough to talk highly of me.. they shouldn't matter to me. && when things end, and people betray you.. that you thought never would- you have to just accept it, grow from it && remember everything happens for a reason... <3
"you end up sacraficing so much for so little sometimes" co.