Uh Kool reallly really Kool
Hey, so yea. todays Saturday and well i did nothing so far this weekend i woke up around 11 and ate 2 bowls of cereal.....then my sister and i rode bikes to the mall at like i guess 12:45, lol we were there till 5:15 man but w/e there seriously nothing else to do here, last night sucked my friend Adam he is like kinda older then me alot lol well he wanted me to go with him to this club down on clamatis and i told him id call back later and then i figured ok yeh what the hell if i get caught which somehow i would, that would be seriulsy the end of my life, i woudl have no acess to anything so i just didnt call him back and plus how would i have met him there anyway "oh yeah mom, by the way im going downtown with some guy who u have nvr met in his car and ill prob end up sleeping over his house k bye" HELL FUCKING NO soo yeah and thats about it....if olny i had a little more freedom not like crazy no rules freedom just like able to do more then i can do now...serioulsy i dont no anyone who cant go in cars with ppl or go downtown its so gay ......so im just sitting here now oh the mall was gay am i really that ugly omg there was so many ppl well everyone had a b/f or a g/f i was just like walking around thinking holy shit what is wrong with me lol so w/e i really don't wanna go to school oh yeah and then as we were leaving the mall i rememebred i needed to get a book for a report in english and the teacher wants us to bring the book in monday wow awesome so now im fucked b/c the liabriry isnt even open on sunday great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wicked awesome ok ok im sorry i really am i hate acting this way its just im really lonely and sad lol i think i need to go to counclting it seems to be the cool thing to do these days ....? w/e i guess im gonna go do more nothing bye!