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May 11, 2004 09:19

When you don't call I think the worst....
"He's done with me" , "He realized that he loves her not me"...

It's just the way I am, because no one has ever given me a reason to trust them, or feel that I am deserving of their love. And in this case baby, I know Im not. You are too good for me Tyler, I said it before, I don't deserve you. I didn't do anything to deserve you and how you make me feel. I don't deserve to feel this way.
I am so scared that you are fucking with me and you're going to break my heart... I know you care about me I DO, and I believe you when you say all this. You are so sincere, but this is how I am right now Ive had my heart broken too many times.
I'm almost in love with you, but I hold back because I know that if I do fall completly it's gonna hurt and that there will be no one to catch me....
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