Sucks.
It really sucks that we aren't talking right now, because its 12:30am and I know you're awake. And I'm watching Friends like we used to together, and I'm thinking of you and missing you like mad. I know you're no good for me, and that we were awful together... but you really were my best friend and I miss you.
I want to call you, talk to you, but I don't want to be the first one to text or call. And the fact that you haven't messaged me yet worries me. I'm worried that you aren't okay and I want to call you and this is fucking torture.
If you read this, call me. And know that I'm sorry and that I still care about you so much. And I'm sorry I hurt you. Please, please, please call me.
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