Oct 09, 2009 22:04
well even though this was technically a four day week, it felt soooo long!!! first i found out that my tickets to go home were booked incorrectly for thursday instead of friday so i had to have them rearranged since friday was a PD day and i was required to be at school for that day. anyway, the earliest i could get out of calgary was saturday at 11:30, so now i don't get into town until early evening which means i lose a day of being at home. i'm really bummed but i have to be glad that i still get to go home. and i'm excited nonetheless! although i should probably be packing... or doing something productive, but instead i'm sitting on the couch waiting for vanessa to get home from work so we can watch a movie (her idea...) that i don't really want to watch. really, truthfully, i just want to go to sleep.
i've been working out really hard this week... i managed to lose some pounds last week but feel like i'm going to have to pick up the workout if i want to see more improvement. part of that will be making sure i work out with vanessa since she's semi-training me AND being a huge motivator for me. her influence has been AMAZING so far and i'm really appreciating her help in getting my workouts to the next level. before i started working out with her i was getting my ass to the gym but not really challenging myself enough so now i'm seeing more results but i'm really pushing cardio. which leads me to the whole point of this rambling: to really, REALLY get me to the next level i need to be working out with vanessa every other day (AT LEAST) but that would require me going to the Y, when my membership is with goodlife. i like having that membership because it means i can swing by on my way home from work (it's literally 5 mins. from my work) and then later head back to the gym with vaness if needed. BUT i'm going to have to start paying for a membership at the Y soon and i know it's dumb to have TWO memberships but... i'm really hesitant to get rid of my goodlife membership for the y... dunno why... just really am.
so living with vaness has been good so far but we definitely have different living styles, that's for sure.. part of me is wondering how she is feeling about this whole living situation but she hasn't really said anything about it either way. i feel really ghetto having half my living room set up as a bedroom but i'm ALSO hesitant to move so i'm not going anywhere for now. i'm not sure if vaness is going to stay in calgary much longer and i don't want to make any big moves until i'm sure i know she's staying for another year. agh. anyway... must be moving on...