Everything-Lukes entry, poms...

Sep 06, 2005 21:05

i just read lukes entry and all i have to say is that i agree with rachel, not all of us are the same. I know that some of them are considered fake but not all of us.
When people say "the poms" all everyone thinks about is the juniors and seniors and not even all of them, but just remember that there are 24 different people on that team and everyone is different...
that is also why i hate when people claim we're a cult. yea yea sometimes its funny when people make jokes about it, but really how would any of you know what an actual cult is if you havent expierenced one urself? I mean really we're a bunch of girls that all have some common intrests, but so do the basketball teams (just an example), are they cults now too? Someone asked me if we sit around a campfire and burn things (not to mention names but...caroline)...i mean really!!
Some people aren't serious when they talk about that kind of stuff and i can handle that, but do people honestly think that that is what we do?

Now, the whole drinking thing. I am not going to say much besides...why?
i don't know what goes on in many peoples lives that leads them to that or if it is just for fun but i just dont agree with it. none of you know my family past dealing with that and im not going to share it with you but drinking just hits me the wrong way. things have happened in my life relating to drinking that have left some pretty deep scars (not literally). I don't want anyone, poms or not, to have to deal with anything like it. none of you will ever understand so i'll just stop there.

all of this drama in poms is making all of the freshman and some of the sophomores hate poms. well at least i do. and i can tell you one thing, im not doing it next year. NO WAY. and im kind of wondering how they will do next year b/c hardly anyone on the team this year is planning to do it next year that i have heard of. I wish we could have what they had 2 years ago. i've heard stories form kaleigh that are amazing and im truely jealous of that. Oh i wish....

enough about that...

today was good. yea poms in the morning band at night. but for some reason today was better than most...
when i woke up this morning, i just wasn't tired and that kind of scared me! normally i drag around getting ready, but not today! yey. i hope that that happens again tomarrow!

I just wanna tell my sister how much she means to me. You all have no idea what an awesome person she is. she is always there for me and she has never left my side and i can always count on her shoulder to cry on.
so kaleigh, thanks. you have always understoond me and i know you always will. you are the only person i call fully trust. im glad you are finally feeling better day by day. know that i am always thinking about you and praying for you. I love you Ka-Rae.

wow that was deep...
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