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J and I went to Hershey Park for a couple of days to visit JOhn. It was a good time in general, lots of good dancers and musicians and skeeball and shopping. It was also enlightening, because I realized that I am gifted/cursed with the ability to embrace the most extreme emotion in any situation. No matter how much perspective I have intellectually, I'm still just as freaked out by stepping on a weird bug as I was when I was locked down in Littleton High for five hours. I mean, I'm in this park where there are roller coasters everywhere and J and John go on two of them and I don't even consider it, no way no how. And I see all these successful rides happen everywhere, but still, I go on the Ferris Wheel, and I'm TERRIFIED. I mean, really really afraid that I was going to die. I've gone on roller coasters before, and I was fine, I think I just have a need to be scared of things at all times. Anyway, John is doing fine, although three full months seems like an awful long time to live that way, he's holding up well.
Last night I played on the Common with the Chelmsford Community Band. Then Ed and Blake were here, so we went to the Ground Round and then back to our place to watch the Family Guy and play Donkey Konga. They are fun and it was good to see them. I feel guilty about not really participating in the festivities on the Common, though, besides playing with the band.
Now I have to go be in the parade (I get to ride on a float, how about that action?) and then maybe I'll socialize a little.
Ben Folds tonight in RI!
NEBDI this week with Ed and Brandon!
Woohoo!
J and I went to Hershey Park for a couple of days to visit JOhn. It was a good time in general, lots of good dancers and musicians and skeeball and shopping. It was also enlightening, because I realized that I am gifted/cursed with the ability to embrace the most extreme emotion in any situation. No matter how much perspective I have intellectually, I'm still just as freaked out by stepping on a weird bug as I was when I was locked down in Littleton High for five hours. I mean, I'm in this park where there are roller coasters everywhere and J and John go on two of them and I don't even consider it, no way no how. And I see all these successful rides happen everywhere, but still, I go on the Ferris Wheel, and I'm TERRIFIED. I mean, really really afraid that I was going to die. I've gone on roller coasters before, and I was fine, I think I just have a need to be scared of things at all times. Anyway, John is doing fine, although three full months seems like an awful long time to live that way, he's holding up well.
Last night I played on the Common with the Chelmsford Community Band. Then Ed and Blake were here, so we went to the Ground Round and then back to our place to watch the Family Guy and play Donkey Konga. They are fun and it was good to see them. I feel guilty about not really participating in the festivities on the Common, though, besides playing with the band.
Now I have to go be in the parade (I get to ride on a float, how about that action?) and then maybe I'll socialize a little.
Ben Folds tonight in RI!
NEBDI this week with Ed and Brandon!
Woohoo!